Since I have been getting SPAMMED(?) lately, I feel the need to make this post.
I do NOT give money to people I do not know on the internet. I have a limited amount of money to donate each month and a list of legitimate organizations I rotate through (although right now it’s all about politics).
I’m sorry if you are somebody with a legitimate issue, truly I am. But I can’t help you. I hope somebody else can.
I am very tired and out of patience about literally everything right now. The only reason these first two months of 2025 haven’t been completely worthless is that I got the house, including my bedroom, nice and REALLY clean.
Right now I just want to use my chocolate gift card, buy a box of wine, and eat and drink myself silly. Then maybe I’ll be ready to deal with shit again.
I’m just tired of psyching myself up for shit and having it go to shit. Makes me think something really bad is about to happen. But then again, I always low-key think that, so….
Sometimes maybe things really just aren’t meant to be. And you can FF real life, unfortunately. Just have to deal with the disappointment and move forward.
Super duper stressed out about this week right now. Really hoping I’m just really tired right now and a good night’s sleep will help my anxiety. Hopefully.
being as i am an idiot, and having been one my whole life, i just wanna say that i find it very easy to do nothing, and go nowhere. i eat chocolate late at night in the dark. i stand in the garden also. and i’m often waiting for something to happen. and i’m stupid.
New washer and dryer work (Dad threw some old towels in to test them). Upside is the design of the washer is better, downside is the dryer door opens like an oven and I’m going to have to figure out how to get my clothes from the back because of my short-ass arms.
Anyway, today had an A+ basketball win and cookies. And the rest of it was awful so….
Running errands tomorrow thanks to yucky weather today.
Our washer flooded our laundry room this weekend and Dad decided it wasn’t worth fixing so we’re getting a new washer and dryer on Wednesday. I’m not thrilled with certain aspects of their design but we needed to get something that was in stock so I guess I’ll get used to them.
Anyway, today was shit (mostly unrelated) with very little redeeming value outside of my books. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
I’m Megan. 40s (internet grandma alert), white, single by choice, U.S., mental mess (I pray my drafts, er, journal, never gets published). This blog is pretty much cute cats (and occasionally dogs), some TV (I am way behind on everything, though), and A LOT of random bitching. I try to keep this mostly my internet happy place but it usually features my meltdowns more than anything. I stand by my opinions about fictional matters no matter how much in the minority they might be, and I’m too tired to argue or care anymore. So get off my lawn and/or enjoy!
